I'm Sooooo Loooost

What had happened to me??
I'm lost!!
But still I know myself..
Recognize my mom..
Why??
Why should I recall??
Why should I refresh??
This feeling come everynight!!
Keep searching, keep looking but still I don't know why should I do this!!
Hurghh!!
Damn it!
Only me know what had happened to me..
If you know what it is,I'm so sorry babe..
Please forgive me..
I love you!
If you know what it is, Please tell me that you are same with me!